I'm a fucking coward.
I've know for a while this isn't what I wanted. It's not what I thought it was. It wasn't recent that I first wrote down a list of reasons I should abandon this. But I haven't acted. Why?
Because I'm a fucking coward.
I'm too afraid that I'll never have an opportunity again. For what? To do something that is half of what I thought it was? To perform the lesser half of a 6 year dream? I'm sticking around for that? Who would hold on to half a dream?
Only a fucking coward.
