Absurdism wooo

100%

i want to play music. i want to dance. i want days of endless roads and sleepless nights. that is what i really want. that is when i am truly happy. heaven is on that stage. but i'm afraid. can i really give 100%? i am starting to feel confused and desperate. Sometimes I wish I never found this. Sometimes I wish I could turn away. i have been enjoying my classes, but I still want more.

I don't want a home anymore.